老公 finally brought me to udders ice-cream before he rushed to compass heights for 2 rounds of mj~
too bad didnt bring cam fone or else can snap some yummylicious pics to share with you guys. had a good satisfaction with my 2 scoops of rum rum raisin and lychee martini (alcohol involved and tastefully rich)
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
Fri, 26-06-09
Gosh! I was really shocked at 7am, to read that King of Pop, MJ have passed away due to heart attack! As far as I could rmb, it was 1985 when i 1st started listenin to his songs and the virgin song was "Beat it". Dad bought me my 1st walkman and I never failed to wake up at 4am to listen. Can't imagine this departure marks a regret as he's gonna cut a new album soon.Guess in life this is what i called 遗憾...
MJ's departure reminds me of Selena, another talent that left this world, check this out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LTgxHJMdvoI
This week seems like alot of spinning for me; work, folks, r/s, new venture etc. 忙 忙 忙till I nearly 透不过气...
Monday, June 8, 2009
09-05-2009
8.08am: Yawn! Was awakened by an early call at 4.47am and can't go bk to slp liao...did my usual mornin work routine in advance then. Mission no. 2 is to wake up LG, at least tdy he din lai chuang or else i haf to tk almost 15-20min to wake him up! Wonderin whether Phil n the guys r droppin by for poker tonight bo so cleared up a bit of stuffs n mopped flr clean. *Mux gt LG to reward mi wif my fave cola lollipop!!!
Woah! My buyer's flyin bk tis wkend, gonna b a busy wk for me liao...bt i enjoyin it. Work hv nv failed to give mi satisfaction...
Tribute to Daddy, my dearest love
as planned, me and folks; mommie, MONSTER MUSCULAR-FIGURED (hehe) bros and sista boarded the advance booked Maxi Cab @ 6.30am with all the offerings we bought and prepared for daddy. both me and bro gary were stil high from our drinkin that ended ard 5am with daddy's old buddies whom passed some of their offerings for us to bring to daddy.
traffic conditions there was a KILLER @ Lim Chu Kang!!! Can’t imagine those full uniformed officers standing at the roadside and every junction can tahan under the sorching HOT sun!!!
finding the exact location was rather a pain this year and we seems to have some obstacles in finding Daddy. It also kinda of teaching us a lesson that don’t take for granted that someone will remember the addy well. great relief when i managed to gt uncle hu to give us the correct addy.
when we reached and "found" Daddy…Mommie, me and Gary got emotional, esp Mommie. She was crying her entire heart out. i felt so painful inside, like being cut into pieces to witness this but have to dong, bit my lips, reminded myself not to cry.
gary's eyes were wetted, puffing and sitting there by the tombstone and rubbing Dad’s pix in silence. Maybe he’s "telling" Daddy things from his heart…
i was weeping quietly behind my shades, placin his fave food, lighted a ciggie and placed it there on the urn to start off with the prayers, scattering the familiar scent of jasmine on the grass patch. walked over to hug mom...
i'm stil really pained by the loss of losing daddy, it's like just ydy. the fact that he was a wonderful dad, a loyal fren, my best drinkin and puffing kaki, a man whom loved me and protected me since the dy i was born.
1 of my biggest regrets in life was that I wasn’t able to make it in time to see daddy for the last breathe. i have to fulfill a promise which I given to him; no matter what happens, the noodle delivery still have to go on; to reach every single stalls. In fact, this promise have also marked my 2nd YI HA in life.
The scariest part have submerged within me that is to be able to find the right person to love so deeply and to lose him/her at the deepest point of your life. Take Mom and Dad for living example.
Dad (not educated at all and by default always kept his emotions and feelings inside himself) confessed his undying love for Mom before he departed from his world that he’s kan xin to have Mom this life and will want to be husband and wife for the next life as well and that he wants to be only with her in living and in death. After he spoke these, he breathed his last couple of days later @ TTSH. With this strong love and bonding, Mom nearly wanna end her life to meet her husband too. It’s fated ba that our little sista was born (I always thought so) therefore Mom is still surviving till now.
Her cries and yearn for my Dad at his tombstone made both me and GaryQ more quieter. JoeQ is a less emotional guy in our family but he was kinda of upset looking for a couple of mins. ReginaQ, brought along her handmade birthday card and placed it there. We all missed him even though it’s been 2 years ago.
Took a few snaps of Dad’s tombstone and recalled the tablet carvings that we 4 siblings requested with Mr Hu (the man I hunted to do the carvings), "Daddy, we will always love you and will always miss u").
This story ends with a tint of another regret that we do not have a complete family pix…
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2 Responses to “Tribute to Daddy, my dearest love”
CcIiNnDdYy Says:
April 22nd, 2007 at 11:38 am edit
OMG… I was crying when I read that your dad proclaimed his love for your mom, despite the pain he suffered in his last remaining days. This is what I called the great love story in reality. I salute your belated father and tell your mom that she had been a very lucky woman to marry your dad. Even though he is gone, I believe their love will go on forever…
Caroline Moon Says:
April 29th, 2007 at 2:33 am edit
Hello fish jiejie,
Although i yet to meet you, but your words seems like you are talking to us. Your tribute will surely be heard, and its a great lesson to all of us that never take love and your family for granted. i am truely touched by your words. I never went to your daddy’s wake, i think i was in China working. Your daddy is in my prayers now, and all of you esp your mom. Love you lots and joe brother too.
Love,
Carol
traffic conditions there was a KILLER @ Lim Chu Kang!!! Can’t imagine those full uniformed officers standing at the roadside and every junction can tahan under the sorching HOT sun!!!
finding the exact location was rather a pain this year and we seems to have some obstacles in finding Daddy. It also kinda of teaching us a lesson that don’t take for granted that someone will remember the addy well. great relief when i managed to gt uncle hu to give us the correct addy.
when we reached and "found" Daddy…Mommie, me and Gary got emotional, esp Mommie. She was crying her entire heart out. i felt so painful inside, like being cut into pieces to witness this but have to dong, bit my lips, reminded myself not to cry.
gary's eyes were wetted, puffing and sitting there by the tombstone and rubbing Dad’s pix in silence. Maybe he’s "telling" Daddy things from his heart…
i was weeping quietly behind my shades, placin his fave food, lighted a ciggie and placed it there on the urn to start off with the prayers, scattering the familiar scent of jasmine on the grass patch. walked over to hug mom...
i'm stil really pained by the loss of losing daddy, it's like just ydy. the fact that he was a wonderful dad, a loyal fren, my best drinkin and puffing kaki, a man whom loved me and protected me since the dy i was born.
1 of my biggest regrets in life was that I wasn’t able to make it in time to see daddy for the last breathe. i have to fulfill a promise which I given to him; no matter what happens, the noodle delivery still have to go on; to reach every single stalls. In fact, this promise have also marked my 2nd YI HA in life.
The scariest part have submerged within me that is to be able to find the right person to love so deeply and to lose him/her at the deepest point of your life. Take Mom and Dad for living example.
Dad (not educated at all and by default always kept his emotions and feelings inside himself) confessed his undying love for Mom before he departed from his world that he’s kan xin to have Mom this life and will want to be husband and wife for the next life as well and that he wants to be only with her in living and in death. After he spoke these, he breathed his last couple of days later @ TTSH. With this strong love and bonding, Mom nearly wanna end her life to meet her husband too. It’s fated ba that our little sista was born (I always thought so) therefore Mom is still surviving till now.
Her cries and yearn for my Dad at his tombstone made both me and GaryQ more quieter. JoeQ is a less emotional guy in our family but he was kinda of upset looking for a couple of mins. ReginaQ, brought along her handmade birthday card and placed it there. We all missed him even though it’s been 2 years ago.
Took a few snaps of Dad’s tombstone and recalled the tablet carvings that we 4 siblings requested with Mr Hu (the man I hunted to do the carvings), "Daddy, we will always love you and will always miss u").
This story ends with a tint of another regret that we do not have a complete family pix…
This entry was posted on Sunday, April 8th, 2007 at 7:25 pm and is filed under Uncategorized. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site. Edit this entry.
2 Responses to “Tribute to Daddy, my dearest love”
CcIiNnDdYy Says:
April 22nd, 2007 at 11:38 am edit
OMG… I was crying when I read that your dad proclaimed his love for your mom, despite the pain he suffered in his last remaining days. This is what I called the great love story in reality. I salute your belated father and tell your mom that she had been a very lucky woman to marry your dad. Even though he is gone, I believe their love will go on forever…
Caroline Moon Says:
April 29th, 2007 at 2:33 am edit
Hello fish jiejie,
Although i yet to meet you, but your words seems like you are talking to us. Your tribute will surely be heard, and its a great lesson to all of us that never take love and your family for granted. i am truely touched by your words. I never went to your daddy’s wake, i think i was in China working. Your daddy is in my prayers now, and all of you esp your mom. Love you lots and joe brother too.
Love,
Carol
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Wed, 15-04-09
Woke up at 5am with aches and pains all over my body, that dammed flu feelin. After a quick shower, I started to shiver and broke out in cold sweat.
I'm like practically "draggin" myself to the stall...head spinnin. Today jus doesnt seems to be my day after all, a few issues screwed up and hv to go for a "spin" somemore hais.
Recently, I kept asking myself time and again whether the CHOICE that I made is right or wrong. I felt so struggling, so lonely...guessed it's the worst feel since last 01-02-08.
50% of my heart is alady elsewhere, far away...and if that remainin % is gone then i guessed it's time to move on
Finally managed to bring myself home, I rushed into the room and sit in a corner to cry...Dad, pls give me the strength to carry on.
Really haf no life makes me felt so lost. I wondered why sm ppl can work and still haf a personal time of their own whereas i'm beginnin to be like a money slave? All i can haf nw is rush to catch a movie (die die mux watch early and ends early or else tml can't wake up), makan dinner near our pl, update accs, resolve issues for the biz, slp n even slp positions haf changed to both backs facin each other. Frankly speakin, i don't enjoy these stuffs at all anymre.
Our lifestyles haf taken a big chng ever since 03-04-09. i felt the distance. Even frm sm of my pals.
Dammned!
Friday, February 20, 2009
Sat, 21-02-2009
I felt a surge of disappointment today...
Mommie kept reminding me not to shed any tears when i "offered" Daddy a cup of tea during tea ceremony. I hoped that i can be in control too but i have been "bearing" it so long, really a long long time...4 years liao. I loved Dad so much and he can't witness my happiness...
I felt a sharp pain within as i really hoped that he can hear my shouts..."Dad, wo yao get married leh...2nd time but wo he xin fu...rest ur mind at ease...ah fen heng xin fu papa.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
wed, 11-02-2009
just managed to finish with cleaning, ironing and keeping our clothes...shagged! this is the 1st time i iron jon's uniform (sounds bad right???) but i do take care of him in other ways hor :) and i can do so many whenever he's on duty or else he will be a distraction lolx
sipping my own blend of vodka ribena to soothe and settle my tiredness, can't believe that i am going to be marrying this man in another 12 days, i am going to be mrs. pham soon...
the room seems so quiet without his crappy jokes and disturbance...i missed him.
sleep tight baby, i love u
Saturday, February 7, 2009
sat, 07-02-2009
pao lai pao chu~my typical day of task...now when i'm sittin dw, bloggin...suddenly felt so lei but the angel on my right shoulder keeps "telling" me that in order to have a better future, I have to plant the seeds, nurture it and let it grow into rewarding fruits to enjoy.
V day is nearing again. Didn't really expect much. My 1st prezzie was from my best bitch, a pair of ribbon earrings from Korea...hugs! It was beautiful and sweet.
Oh yah!!! I got my passport and ic renewed liao. Queue was okay but I was totally pissed off by at the photo-takin cubicle. This aunty hor think my head machiam Barbie doll's, walked in n twisted and turned it!!! Ask me to smile :) and ended up, shoutin at me, "Don't smile so BIG!!!" WTF...shd write a feedback note to get ICA to improve their in-house photographers...damn
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Tue, 03-02-2009
Ouch! I was tryin to get down from the loft bed and hit my forehead on the bed post; not a very big cut but a straight mark across...on the lappie, went to brush my teeth and quick shower, drank a glass of plain water and make myself a wake-me-up cuppa.
Log onto FB and expected a regular morning msg from JL. I simply do enjoyed his msg of sharing his daily task and life issues with me. Though I have never seen or intend to meet up with him but the common understanding of being an online confidante is always brings me a good feel.
Today's gonna be a busy day for me, finding units for my buyer for JW and happy that my clt have referred his colls to me for pte rental. Yippee!!! Efforts really pays off
Bro Gary called today and told me that he's not able to attend my ROM cos he just broke up with Joyce (his long time gf for 7 yrs). Out of concern, I asked him what exactly happened. She have fallen for another guy...well maybe that's life ba; the longer you date, the more impossible you will end up happily married. But the longer you stay in a marriage, does it meant eternity? Frankly speaking, these Qs have been running through my mind more and more like a marathon than a normal jog.
I had a long chat with Mom this afternoon and she was asking me whether have I prepare this and that for the ROM...I didn't really run through the checklist with her as I was in a "switch off mode" for the Qs she threw.
I had a pretty busy day, work and work almost non-stop, no appetite for food at all.
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