Friday, February 20, 2009

Sat, 21-02-2009

I felt a surge of disappointment today...

Mommie kept reminding me not to shed any tears when i "offered" Daddy a cup of tea during tea ceremony. I hoped that i can be in control too but i have been "bearing" it so long, really a long long time...4 years liao. I loved Dad so much and he can't witness my happiness...

I felt a sharp pain within as i really hoped that he can hear my shouts..."Dad, wo yao get married leh...2nd time but wo he xin fu...rest ur mind at ease...ah fen heng xin  fu papa.




Wednesday, February 11, 2009

wed, 11-02-2009

just managed to finish with cleaning, ironing and keeping our clothes...shagged! this is the 1st time i iron jon's uniform (sounds bad right???) but i do take care of him in other ways hor :) and i can do so many whenever he's on duty or else he will be a distraction lolx

sipping my own blend of vodka ribena to soothe and settle my tiredness, can't believe that i am going to be marrying this man in another 12 days, i am going to be mrs. pham soon...

the room seems so quiet without his crappy jokes and disturbance...i missed him.

sleep tight baby, i love u

Saturday, February 7, 2009

sat, 07-02-2009

pao lai pao chu~my typical day of task...now when i'm sittin dw, bloggin...suddenly felt so lei but the angel on my right shoulder keeps "telling" me that in order to have a better future, I have to plant the seeds, nurture it and let it grow into rewarding fruits to enjoy.

V day is nearing again. Didn't really expect much. My 1st prezzie was from my best bitch, a pair of ribbon earrings from Korea...hugs! It was beautiful and sweet. 

Oh yah!!! I got my passport and ic renewed liao. Queue was okay but I was totally pissed off by at the photo-takin cubicle. This aunty hor think my head machiam Barbie doll's, walked in n twisted and turned it!!! Ask me to smile :) and ended up, shoutin at me, "Don't smile so BIG!!!" WTF...shd write a feedback note to get ICA to improve their in-house photographers...damn


Tuesday, February 3, 2009

wed, 04-02-2009

Another sleepless night...think I'm gonna be "panda-eyed" soon...

Tue, 03-02-2009

Ouch! I was tryin to get down from the loft bed and hit my forehead on the bed post; not a very big cut but a straight mark across...on the lappie, went to brush my teeth and quick shower, drank a glass of plain water and make myself a wake-me-up cuppa.

Log onto FB and expected a regular morning msg from JL. I simply do enjoyed his msg of sharing his daily task and life issues with me. Though I have never seen or intend to meet up with him but the common understanding of being an online confidante is always brings me a good feel. 

Today's gonna be a busy day for me, finding units for my buyer for JW and happy that my clt have referred his colls to me for pte rental. Yippee!!! Efforts really pays off

Bro Gary called today and told me that he's not able to attend my ROM cos he just broke up with Joyce (his long time gf for 7 yrs). Out of concern, I asked him what exactly happened. She have fallen for another guy...well maybe that's life ba; the longer you date, the more impossible you will end up happily married. But the longer you stay in a marriage, does it meant eternity? Frankly speaking, these Qs have been running through my mind more and more like a marathon than a normal jog.

I had a long chat with Mom this afternoon and she was asking me whether have I prepare this and that for the ROM...I didn't really run through the checklist with her as I was in a "switch off mode" for the Qs she threw.

I had a pretty busy day, work and work almost non-stop, no appetite for food at all.